So there is always something that makes me feel a bit lonely after coming home from ECU. Maybe it's the fact that I go by myself and leave by myself. Maybe its the fact that I have yet to sit by someone I know. Maybe it's watching the people talk to each other and laugh, while I miss my friends and family at home. I want to laugh with those people again. Maybe it me pitying myself. If it is the latter, it needs to stop. But I feel very disconnected from that Christian family. I wish I was more outgoing, more comfortable talking to others I don't know, more inviting.
I should go hand out potatoes tonight, but I'm not going to go cause I'm behind in my reading for the week. I think I'm also getting a bit nervous about our workshop with Jane Lapotaire, a famous RSC actor. As long as I don't have to go first with my monologue, which I haven't worked on yet, I should be fine with the nerves. But she is also just another person, not some god or anything, but a human, like me. She just has loads more experience than I do. I guess I'll let you all know how it goes.
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